deleting this space.
serves no purpose to me anymore.
what we could have been, 8:42 AM.

im just an ordinary girl.
wanna lead an ordinary and peaceful life.
don't wan too much drama, no nonsense whatsoever...
but somethings have been haunting me for many years alr.
i cant seem to forget.
it comes back every now and then.
makes me feel really helpless, lost, lonely.
that recent shit made it worse then ever.
i get so upset.
i can't help but tremble to hard i cant help but tear uncontrollably at times.
that's how much it's affecting me.
cant slp, cant eat.
even breathing seems like a chore.
been sighing alot lately.
slping very VERY late these few days.
maybe thinking too much...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. stop it. im gonna get over it!
i want to have a positive impact in your life.like how.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................suntec city, sky garden...........................
YES I REMEMBER!
pls don't forget what you promise me.
what we could have been, 9:44 AM.
Oh well...
today's exam wasn't too hard. Hope i dont make those small mistakes again. Cost me alot of marks for the previous one. sian loh.
having stupid flu again. since ytd nite.
slept very late. about 3am.
keep tossing ard in bed.
keep eating nonsense medicine.
just ate anything that says "drowsiness". LOL
wont die right.
feel like going overseas after i grad.
very long since my family went overseas alr.
last time every year at least got go m'sia.
damn sad lah.
mum is in indonesia business trip.
she's coming back today. heh <3
what we could have been, 1:39 AM.